Sweet potato and red beans chili

If you are on my side of the world, it is getting colder out there and the days are getting shorter. It is actually raining right now and I am writing this from my couch, all cozy with fluffy socks on and a large cup of herbal tea. Bliss!

Today's recipe is a savoury one, vegan and gluten free. A dish that is quite quick to make from whole foods (less than half an hour) and so delicious and comforting. Perfect for this season. So let's dig in!

INGREDIENTS:

For 2 people

2 medium sweet potatoes

1 small onion

1 small garlic clove

2 large tomatoes (diced)

1 avocado 

1 tin red beans (rinsed) 

3 tablespoons Balsamic vinegar

1 teaspoon Muscovado or Demerara sugar

1/2 tin tomato paste (or 2 tablespoons)

1 tablespoon ground coriander

1 tablespoon cumin

1 teaspoon paprika

1/2 teaspoon turmeric

A pinch of ground cinnamon 

A pinch of Cayenne chili powder (or more if you like it hot)

Olive or coconut oil

Pink Himalayan salt

Black pepper

Brown Basmati rice

A few coriander leaves (optional)

METHOD:

Pre heat your oven at 180°C (350°F)

Peel and dice the sweet potatoes. Place them on a baking sheet lined with parchment paper. Spray with a little olive or coconut oil and bake for 20 minutes until nice and soft.

While they are in the oven, start cooking your rice.

Dice your onion finely as well as your garlic. Spray a frying pan with oil and sauté the onions and garlic with the sugar to caramelise them. Add all of the spices (cumin, cinnamon, coriander, paprika, turmeric and chili powder). Cook and stir for a couple of minutes (this will roast the spices a little). 

Deglaze with the vinegar then add the tomato paste. Stir. Add the diced tomatoes and rinsed red beans, simmer for about 10 minutes then mash everything up with a potato masher. Season to taste.

At this point, your sweet potatoes should be done (or almost).

Mash up an avocado with half the juice of a lime, a pinch of ground garlic and some salt and pepper.

Serve over rice, add  the sweet potatoes and the mashed avocado. Top with a few coriander leaves.

Apricot, almond and basil tart tatin (vegan and GF)

I haven't posted in ages. I have been studying and travelling and exploring and studying some more. I'm back in France for the summer and since gorgeous, juicy summer fruits are in season, I thought I would whip up a nice Tarte Tatin. An apricot and almond Tarte Tatin. I mean look at these beauties I got from the farmers market! Also, there is nothing easier than this recipe! The only difficult thing is that if you want to make your puff pastry YOURSELF. There are endless recipes on Google or YouTube, vegan or not, gluten free or not, take your pic. Mine was organic, vegan and gluten free. A shortcrust would work fine too. Every time I eat this tart, I feel like I'm on a holiday in Provence, in the South of France, at a sunny terrace, listening to the gentle breeze and singing cicadas. So give it a try and let me know how you liked it :-)

Ingredients for 6 people :

1 organic GF puff pastry
7 ripe apricots
2  big TBS almond meal
1 big TBS vegan butter
2 TBS brown sugar or demerara sugar
For the decoration:
1 handful of sliced almonds
A few basil leaves

Method:

Preheat the oven at 180° C. In your tart tin, spread the vegan butter and sprinkle the sugar on top. This will create a bit of a syrup. Sprinkle the almond meal over it. Take your apricots halves and place them in the tin rounded side down.

Roll out your puff pastry and place it gently over your apricots. Press down on the sides.

Bake until it is puffed and a nice shade of golden brown. Mine took about 20 minutes.

When golden brown, let cool for a couple of minutes. Put a plate or dish tightly over it and invert so that your tart and syrup fall onto the dish.
Sprinkle the sliced almonds and basil leaves on top. You can serve cold or warm with some vegan ice cream (will post a recipe soon). I hope you enjoy it as much as I did!

This is my story.

Hello I'm Isabelle. I'm glad you found me. It's taken me years to get here. Questions such as "Can I do this?" "Is my story worth it?" "Can I make a difference?" were always popping in my head.... So what's changed you may ask? Well.... I did! I also got a gentle push from my friends and family. I have a story to tell that will hopefully help or inspire women like me as well as mothers, sisters, nieces, aunts and friends. And we ALL matter.

In my mid twenties, while I was living in the UK, I was diagnosed with an auto immune disease I'd never heard of and knew nothing about: Endometriosis ... (Adenomyosis & Fibromyalgia came later). It took 14 years and 8 doctors. I had an operation, the surgeon removed very extensive Stage IV Endo that had spread to my ovaries, Fallopian tubes, kidneys, lungs and diaphragm) then gave me a Zoladex shot for the next 6 months and told me I would be fine ... I didn't question... I trusted the doctors somehow.

Since I first got my period as a young girl. I was told by doctors that the pain I was feeling was normal, that my body was changing, that it was part of being a woman, that I had to take paracetamol and rest and that I'll get better soon.  As the pain got worse and worse and as I visited many doctors' practices, I realised doctors didn't actually KNOW what was wrong with me. Many of them told me that l should be stronger and take more pain killers, some doctors even told me it was all in my head! I missed a lot of school and social events and had countless doctor's notes to skip PE.

Over the years I've had several surgeries (five to this day) and every time, I got a 6-month round of either Zoladex or Decapeptyl injections. I took many painkillers .... different types, sizes, colours... and I just got on with my life. When as a young girl you are told that something is normal, well, you start believing it and you keep going, trying to live your life the best you can. The pain was so horrible most times I couldn't even walk or move.
It was like someone was reaching inside my belly, grabbing/pulling/stabbing my insides. I would cancel social plans and spend days in bed with excruciating pain,  throwing up, sometimes blood, getting awful unbearable migraines and honestly... I thought about jumping out the window many times and hurting myself so it would stop once and for all. Heavy medication at that time was my best friend. I was addicted (even though sometimes it wouldn't help). I then developed a pretty high pain threshold and this became my life. I was alright as long as my pockets were filled with lots of opium-based medication.

Last year however, my pain reached a new level of hell. I collapsed at work on Christmas Eve morning and was rushed to the ER. Doctors found a couple of tumours filled with blood one being the size of a grapefruit in my belly.  It was grabbing at my ovary and Endo had spread to the rectum and bowels. We scheduled the operation after the holidays but my body decided otherwise. At the beginning of January, I was rushed to hospital again and had an emergency operation. I started bleeding internally and the tumours were ready to burst. I nearly passed on the table. Surgeons removed the tumours, Fallopian tubes and one and a half necrotic ovaries in torsion. However they couldn't get to the ones near the rectum.

I was given shots of Decapeptyl for months. It only masked the pain and disease and the side effects slowly killed me. Chemo drugs will do that to you: Sleepless nights, hot flashes, night sweats, chills, constant muscle and joint pain, migraines, dizziness, nausea, bone issues, memory problems, joint swelling, blurred vision, hair loss.... I knew these symptoms all too well from the previous shots I had been given years before. I felt terrible and lonely and empty and really not a woman anymore. I was slowly sliding into depression.
The thing is... you can explain your pain but you cannot share it. People around me were either in denial or worried or felt helpless, doing the best they could. One painful evening, I reached out on Instagram and the response I got was unexpected and overwhelming. I found a community out there of women seeking help and support too. I was not alone anymore and it helped me a great deal.

However I was still in pain. Just before the summer of 2016, I was so on the edge that I decided to take the matter into my own hands. I switched to a whole foods diet, (cheese was my frenemy at the time), I educated myself more on my illnesses and sought a more natural treatment with the help of a homeopath. I also tried pain and heat management as well as acupuncture.

Five months later, I am 100% medication free and much happier, considering. I take natural supplements that help with the pain and my estrogen levels.
It is still painful but I do have some pain free or low pain days. I had to cut out many food groups, changed my lifestyle and gathered information on Endo because my body deserves it. I deserve it. I want to feel better without popping pills or having injections all the time. Hormones messed up with my body big time, I will not do that again if I can help it.

This blog is about my invisible illnesses, this corner of my life that you can't see unless I talk about it. And it is high time that we as women spoke up and raise awareness.
I will share healthy and anti inflammatory recipes here as I love to spend time in the kitchen creating/adapting recipes that are Endo and Fibromyalgia approved.

I hope you enjoy it. Meanwhile let's keep fighting... together :-) Thanks for taking the time to read this.
(December 2016)