If you've followed me for a while, you know that I am currently studying holistic health. Being medication free has helped me a great deal since last year's traditional treatment. Combined with a clean diet and natural supplements, it has made a difference.
There are days however when the pain does not want to go away no matter what. On those days, it would be key to love my body and mind and not be hard on myself. That would be ideal.... but reality is different.
I wish I could trade bodies and get a new one, a healthy one. I imagine dragging myself to a shop, talking briefly to a salesman, looking at various models, asking more questions about that disease-free one up there on the shelf, jumping into it to try it on and coming out of the changing rooms all brand new with ZERO pain, feeling amazing and ready to take on my new life!
(No, no, I am NOT on any medication nor am I delirious, don't worry!)
Of course it is not realistic but a girl can dream right? :-) It could perhaps be the plot for a new movie? No? K then.
I'll go back to my studies with my dearest friend the heating pad. I just wanted to share with you that you should rest when your body wants to and not be mad about it. You will find out that in no time, once well rested, you'll be able to be out and about again and there will be light after that grey cloud passes.... so take it easy, breathe deeply and accept the situation. I know I'm trying to.
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